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Passing Out Parade
March 12th, 8pm @ CTI




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LogMe(IN):Havin
Male, 18, Married (:
School Of Commandos, 11th January.
Around since [18 of August 1989],
"Tara's Grumpy and her 12 inch RAT".
a Percussionist, THE BEST I EVER HAD
a Bagpiper, the Great Highland Bagpipe!
SJI PureBred, all the fun, joy and laughter in a single package.
CJC Bandsman, we rock the stage!


And We Shall See The SunRISE SunSET.
BLUE DAWNINGS and BLOODRED SKY.
Sun Tanning for me, Moon Tanning for you.
Every Moment with You is ETERNITY.
Sweet Loving, Pretty Smiles.,
My Little Promise To You (:


This Five Things
One.Free Falling while playing my Bagpipe!
Two.To Climb Every Mountain on Earth.
Three.Christmas! I asked Santa for You :P
Four.Have Faith in God, be Forgiven
Five.To Be With You.


No More Drinking For You :P


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Monday, August 27, 2007 4:34 PM






















Panic Attack [now playing]

All wound up
On the edge
Terrified

Sleep disturbed
Restless mind
Petrified

Bouts of fear
Permeate
All I see

Heightening
Nervousness
Threatens me

I am paralyzed
So afraid to die

Caught off guard
Warning signs
Never show

Tension strikes
Choking me
Worries grow

Why do I feel so numb
Is it something to do with where I come from
Should this be fight or flight
I don't know why I'm constantly so uptight

Rapid heartbeat pounding through my chest
Agitated body in distress
I feel like I'm in danger
Daily life is strangled by my stress

A stifling surge
Shooting through all my veins
Extreme apprehension
Suddenly I'm insane

Lost all hope for redemption
A grave situation desperate at best

Why do I feel so numb
Is it something to do with where I come from
Should this be fight or flight
I don't know why I'm constantly reeling

Helpless hysteria
A false sense of urgency
Trapped in my phobia
Possessed by anxiety

Run
Try to hide
Overwhelmed by this complex delirium

Helped hysteria
A false sense of urgency
Trapped in my phobia
Possessed by anxiety

Run
Try to hide
Overwhelmed by this complex delirium


left;
4:34 PM